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Find Yourself

by Krysti Subieta

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We are Machines © 2016 Krysti Subieta We are machines Made of different things In different quantities but we all are machines We are machines We work for free trained only for logic and speed They never let us sleep banging away on our keys remotely My soul is free but money won't fall from the trees I can't afford to sleep You better not shut down on me you slow machine Busy as bees but we can't choose our destinies No individuality Just keep on repeating "We are Machines" What does it mean? I feel myself awakening I am no longer a "we" Needing to work on my dream free from poverty and greed But after I get some much needed sleep We are machine We are machines Made of different things In different quantities but we all are machines We are machines
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Webcam Angel 04:00
Webcam Angel © 2016 Krysti Subieta And now, as my angel sleeps Time fades away as I wait for the duet of our senses to grow into the symphony I remember Not really living You’re not really here This relentless cycle we’re forced to play As helpless as the moon tied to night and day Endlessly orbiting...spiraling… Ignore those who urge us to quit They just don’t understand all that you are my webcam angel Curiosity won't tempt me to sacrifice all that I've invested Is this really living? Are we missing out? These little voices casting doubt shaking off whispered thoughts within and without Endlessly echoing...lingering. But do not fear This cycle will eventually break and you’ll have my soul to take The shade of our own love will soothe us as our favorite songs start to move us Now I gaze into your eyes and become one with your world We're finally livin’ life hand in hand, with fingers curled So sleep tight All I can do is watch and swim in emotions that run so deep I’ll talk to you tomorrow and wait for our reunion to come Oh for now But now, oh now But now all I can do is watch you sleep
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Fantasy World © 2016 Krysti Subieta I can see this isn't real but it won't change how I feel So would it be best if I told the rest of the world they cannot see that though this may be killing me I can't look away from your face on the screen What the rest of the world can't see is in my reality it's so hard to smile And the joy that I find always crosses the line But in this bit-mapped ravine were swimming in my live steam and I can't look away from the virtual lips singing for me I'm starting to feel that this isn't real I've been here before I know how this ends, yea Come into my fantasy world Escape from the troubles of your real life your real life Come into my fantasy world Escape from the consequences of your life Free your mind How can I make you see that in my reality I'm author of none And I know that your role isn't in my control When you squeeze my heart virtually you won't see me fall to my knees but who is to say mmm, that it'll always be that way Practice on me Practice on me It's OK Be what it may Come into my fantasy world Get naked as you explore your heart’s desire Light my fire Come into my fantasy world Get anything you adore in your mind's eye as it opens wide
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Waiting 04:18
Waiting © 2016 Krysti Subieta Don’t lead me astray So far a- so far away from day I can’t see my way again the light again, no Piper in a cage luring me so comfortably And the red heels dance for eternity Waiting, Waiting For the UPS truck When will it come? When will it come? Waiting, Waiting For the great escape to break break me away break me away Today Siren of my dream Your music hypnotizes me I can feel you calling me so beautifully, remarkably, oh Now I’ve lost my mind Won’t you please set me free The silence would kill me but so will you Waiting, Waiting For the UPS truck When will it come? When will it come? Waiting, Waiting Won’t someone come and wake me Let me run free Deliver me Today No fear, no fear Is this a nightmare or a dream? I can decide Light up my mind Today There’s something in the wind today The lock that kept me in this cage Is burned and broken burned and broken Either way, could both exist the dreamer or the scientist? I'll go with the flow Won't know till I go And it'll be OK It'll be OK
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Find Yourself ©2015 Krysti Subieta Sail away you'll find more to this life Than what's graded or timed Seize the day You don't have to pretend Chase your dream till the end But oh...woah... you've been running so long At times you question the point Lift your eyes You have made it to the finish line On this journey we'll be Tryin' things we've never done On this journey there'll be Trouble, trials, tests and tears But keep moving forward and keep holding on and don't ever underestimate your will to go on and on this journey you'll see You will find yourself Find yourself, find yourself Oh, find yourself, find yourself Ha-a-a-ah-a-ah Ha-a-a-aa-a-ah... Give your time To whatever you find Brings your spirit to life But oh...woah... don't freeze in the times of failure Know that you'll carry on Staying strong With a smile that drives the fear away On this journey we'll be Swept away and crashed ashore On this journey we'll be Always chasing something more But keep moving forward and keep holding on and don't ever underestimate your will to go on and on this journey you'll see You will find yourself Find yourself, find yourself Oh, find yourself, find yourself
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Higher than the Angels Written by Krysti Subieta and James Gibson Ⓒ 2016 Krysti Subieta Two roads diverge on the path we follow A choice of winding dirt or the highway To the right there are no walls in sight And to the left there gleams a golden city If everyone is in it for themselves We need to be as well, so We take the path With greatest wear As it seems to have the better claim The path with promise of billionaire A life free of longing and despair Over time we climb to our castles in the sky Voices sing a chorus It's echoing below us We may try to tune them out but so many voices cry and shout “You’re higher than the angels will fly! Your're higher than the angels will fly! So who is gonna save you now? From the loneliness inside you?” Your friends are all fake They will use you till you make a mistake and they will laugh as they watch you fall When you’re above them all who is gonna catch you? The path leads us on It seems the best choice Until the oppressed emerge to fight Only then will a desperate voice scream out to mourn not to rejoice Who must die before the greed accepts the blame? I said who must die before the greed accepts the blame?
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Set Fire 04:19
Set Fire © 2013 Krystine "Sira" Subieta *Whispered* As he put the cigarette out on his arm He knew this would be the last time He felt the familiar burn Though he performed the routine a thousand times This time there would be no tomorrow Untie me from these chains of flesh My heart grows weary from the Finite capacity of sight I wanna know you Fiddle away your fife and Stow away your knife At fair you'll be the man you wanna be Absinthe in your eyes, demons in disguise On the road you'll be at peace Lovely as a child's secrets in your files Deep throat the key Can't afford to wait we'll depreciate Be not prey to his sordid intentions Put your mind at ease Swing on your trapeze Smoke the bongo drum You can't break me You can't break me Set fire to this body Set fire to this worn out flesh and consume me Set fire to this body Oh set fire to this putrid mess And release me Effortlessly, effortlessly Am I asleep? Am I asleep? You can't break me You can't break me down No you can't fool me I've been here Far too long Absinthe in your eyes Demons in disguise Purge the paint from Carnie's face Love without a care, try it if you dare Feel the warm embrace Can't afford to wait, we'll depreciate Be not slave to his angling intentions See in stereo, chanting as we go Liberate your mind Set fire to this body (Effortlessly, effortlessly) set fire to this worn out flesh (Am I asleep?) And consume me (Am I asleep?) Set fire to this body (You can't break me, you can't break me down) Oh set fire to this worn out flesh (you can't fool me, I've been here) And release me (far too long) Set fire, fire, fire to this body Oh...the phoenix burns within me Just look away from the sun
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How do you still love me? © 2016 Krysti Subieta You came when I was full of life but running out of hope You got me out the door to find my joy And when my mind tries to disguise self-sabotaging lies as reasons not to try You hold me tight you light up my life How do you still love me? Now that you know me so well? How do you still love me? I guess I can't explain it all but that's love I found the pillow I like best while sleeping on your chest Your heart is all I hear saying we'll be fine You're my partner in crime How do you still love me? Now that you know me so well? And how do I still love you? Even after all this time We've both tried, we both failed We've both cried, felt derailed But you....have me coming clean set us free How do you still love me? Now that you know me so well? And how do I still love you? I guess I can't explain it all I know I will love you through times of joy and scars And I know you will love me it's written in the moon and stars and that's love
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Have a Happy-Ass Birthday © 2016 Krysti Subieta [All speaking and singing] Oh what happened to those days when I was so young? I know, have a happy ass birthday, you are turning old! Wo! You're turning old! [Hilary] I spent all my money on chasing a dream Oh, I spent all my money on chasing a dream But I keep chasing what I got to cause nothing else means a thing [Chorus] Have a happy-ass birthday you're turning old Have a happy-ass birthday you're turning old You don't know what your life has in store [Savannah] Oh I wake up and drink cause I really miss being young Oh I wake up and drink cause these days go on too long Maybe when this beer is over I'll finish this goddam song [Chorus] Have a happy-ass birthday you're turning old Have a happy-ass birthday you're turning old You don't know what your life has in store [Krysti] Yea, there's a lot to be afraid of (What?) Like your body going bad But there's a lot to be remembered Like the good times we had (I guess I can stop freaking out) Let's not forget We ain't dead yet I'm bringing that chorus back around [Chorus] Have a happy-ass birthday you're turning old Have a happy-ass birthday you're turning old You don't know what your life has in store You just wait and see
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Dadio 03:01
Dadio © 2016 Krysti Subieta Remember when I was small enough to fit in your lap? Tickle fights, horsey rides and bubble wrap [Chorus] Dadio Da da da Dadio Dadio Da da da Dadio When winter came you held my tiny hand To keep it warm When summer came you threw me in the pool with my clothes on [Chorus] Dadio Da da da Dadio Dadio Da da da Dadio And though I was bored oh bored so bored when you made me do chores do chores do chores You taught me how to save You gave me the gift the gift the gift that I always wished I wished for Now I can go out and learn on my own Da da da Dadio You held me And told me what I needed to hear When I was full of fear I was safe with you You were my role model And you sent me to college Thank you, I love you Dad The party never ends! [Chorus] Dadio Da da da Dadio Dadio Da da da Dadio [Chorus] Dadio Da da da Dadio Dadio (Daddy, Daddy, Daddy Dadi-adi-o) Da da da Dadio
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Till We Meet Again © 2016 Krysti Subieta Riches beyond gold Music in my soul I sang my song until the sunset faded You thought the song was overrated I look on the bright side I look for the wild side Then you come along and plant the seed of doubt Till we meet again my friend I'll place the blame ignite the flame but once the fire's out only I will remain I'm not gonna breathe fire To company worthwhile Your stays are never too long and your words never too strong Still I'm glad to see you go I won't let it get to me Take it in as a part of me I'm worry free once the fear is gone I won't let it stop me Till we meet again my friend Place the blame ignite the flame but once the fire's out only I will remain Don't let it get to you Just do what you came to do What are you worried for? Till we meet again my friend Place the blame ignite the flame but once the fire's out only I will remain Till we meet again my friend The world will seem So troubling But you are not alone Don't let it distract you Riches beyond gold Music in my soul I sang my song until the haters faded Until I found the ones who made it
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Creativity or Logic? Nature or Machine? Money or Happiness? Love or Fear?

If you have these questions, you are not alone. Come on a journey with me, through a dynamic world of musical flavors, where you will find yourself.

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released January 23, 2016

Thank you for your inspirations and contributions.

Performances
Lea Detlefs | Violin
Savannah Dew | Vocals
James Gibson | Guitar, vocals, bass, percussion
Andrew Harwell | Piano
Hilary Kuhlmey | Vocals
Sici Lacava | Child vocals
David Moses | Guitar
Subha Pindiproli | Percussion, synth
Rand Ramos | Electric Guitar
Krysti Subieta | Songwriting, vocals, guitar, piano
Tin whistle, Synth, Clarinet, Bass, MIDI

Producer
Krysti Subieta

Mixers
Krysti Subieta
James Gibson

Mastering
Kyle Hayes, Vinyl House Records

Recording Studios
Subieta Studios
Vinyl House Records
Orb Recording Studios

Album Art
Johnny Golden
Krysti Subieta

Special Thanks for your support and inspiration
David Moses
Kyle Seigel
Erikita Subieta
William Rodgers

January 2016
Austin TX, USA

Special thanks to my wonderful, supportive husband. I love you with all of my heart.
To my family and friends -- this one's for you <3

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Krysti Subieta Austin, Texas

Krysti began composing music to cope with isolation from bullying. She believes in the healing power of music and sound.

She collaborates with DJs, filmmakers, string players, and other songwriters.

Inspired by Sia, Kelly Clarkson, Imagine Dragons, Celtic Music, and the Andes Mountains.

Singer/Songwriter
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"An Engineer with an Ear"
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